This might end up being one of those posts where you have to be in my head to follow my thought process... I'm not a fan of hospitals, scratch that, I'm actually okay going to hospitals as long as I'm not a patient.  I do not enjoy drugs, I hate them to the point that I might actually fall sick at the thought of having to take drugs, they almost always get stuck in my throat especially the tablets.  Like most people I know, I'm not exception in only going t hospital when in pain and absence of pain means that all is great. This is not always the case.  At some point I realised that maybe we do not want to face the unknowns hence shy away from hospitals and doctors.  Save for my dentist, therapist and that one doctor's visit my sibling had that I got to tag along, did I mention that I asked the doctor so many questions I was sure he wished he could throw me out at some point and this was clear from the look on his face,  I have not seen a doctor for almost t